disappointment

The world we live in is so vicious. People just talk shit behind each others back. And I don't know why I am always the one having to listen to them. It really does not make anyone a better person. I hate to sit and listen to mean words. In most cases, the person who is speaking is just as imperfect as any human. I hate to sit and look at the faces of people making a joke out of others. Yes, funny at first but at strike three, it just turns me off. But what do I do? Just shrug it off  I guess. 

weird and idle

Ever since I was single, I have become this deranged wild animal which just escaped from the zoo. If you have a puny-sized imagination, I can help you. Maybe you can try picturing an untamed gibbon with its head replaced with mine- yes, that would be me.

I squeezed out from the metal cages and ran out of the zoo.

No, really, right now, I have no direction in life. No goals. No aims. No motivation. Eat, sleep umm so what do I do next? Mate? No. Probably just counting down the days to the end of the world.

And then, I involve myself in meaningless things (my mother has an issue with this) too. Also, I kno too much things that don't concern me at all and get frustrated after that when it's not even my problem! Ya la, all these to add some spice in my life. Gah, to think of it, it's not even worth the time. I now know why people hate to wait- they just don't want to look like a fool.

But I am already one big fat fool because I've been waiting around too long when I kno nothing will come out of it.

Bloghopping don't help much really. It's just maximising the whole stalker thing -.- Ugh yea I do google random people to see what I can find. Okay, let me just tell you guys if you Google Image my name, photos of African slash Nigerian band will pop up. Uhhh.

Anyway, I was talking about myself ryt? Ya so I was saying, I am currently an emotionally disturbed teenager and any stupid discovery or revelation (they involve someone) can tick me off. You kno if I want to, I could make myself sit on the floor and burst into spasmic convulsions of frustrated tears. Hahahaha.

Hmmmm. I want to fly.

I hope work is going to be a good distraction. Yes. Silly me forgot that the school prom is this coming monday. See this is how 'excited' I am for prom zzzz. Cant really be bothered of buying expensive things just for one event at a hotel at TANJONG PAGAR.

Zzzzzzzzzz blogs bore me. Im boring myself with boring words. Limited vocabulary also results to repetitive usage of words.

I typed this in less than 10 mins. Perfectly shows my deranged-ness. Zzzzz.

cheap thrill

I guess it's the monsoon season now. It has been raining alot and the cool weather only makes me want to stay home and rot with the laptop. I am a self-professed internet addict. Seriously, I have all the symptoms of an addict. A day without the laptop makes me extreeeeemely anxious and I'd tend to fidget alot 0.0 I KNOW RIGHT. Im freaked out too.

Anyways, I developed bad sleeping habits since the holiday started- I always do lah. I wake up at noon and sleep at 3 in the morning. I decided to entertain myself with this makeover website a friend introduced to me.

HAHAHA EVERYONE WILL LOVE THIS!

I made myself look like Xtina Aguilera! WAAAAAH! How how? I look okay with blonde hair right hehe.

The website is a damn cool virtual makeover thingy. I can put on foundation (yes, make ur skin tone darker/fairer), change the eye colour, trim my brows, apply eye shadow, lipstick, bronzer, HAIIIRRR. Sweeeet.

Here's the original face. Wah damn fucking pale caaaannnzzz.

I still think my favourite is the blonde version of myself -.-

disappointment

The world we live in is so vicious. People just talk shit behind each others back. And I don't know why I am always the one having to listen to them. It really does not make anyone a better person. I hate to sit and listen to mean words. In most cases, the person who is speaking is just as imperfect as any human. I hate to sit and look at the faces of people making a joke out of others. Yes, funny at first but at strike three, it just turns me off. But what do I do? Just shrug it off  I guess. 

weird and idle

Ever since I was single, I have become this deranged wild animal which just escaped from the zoo. If you have a puny-sized imagination, I can help you. Maybe you can try picturing an untamed gibbon with its head replaced with mine- yes, that would be me.

I squeezed out from the metal cages and ran out of the zoo.

No, really, right now, I have no direction in life. No goals. No aims. No motivation. Eat, sleep umm so what do I do next? Mate? No. Probably just counting down the days to the end of the world.

And then, I involve myself in meaningless things (my mother has an issue with this) too. Also, I kno too much things that don't concern me at all and get frustrated after that when it's not even my problem! Ya la, all these to add some spice in my life. Gah, to think of it, it's not even worth the time. I now know why people hate to wait- they just don't want to look like a fool.

But I am already one big fat fool because I've been waiting around too long when I kno nothing will come out of it.

Bloghopping don't help much really. It's just maximising the whole stalker thing -.- Ugh yea I do google random people to see what I can find. Okay, let me just tell you guys if you Google Image my name, photos of African slash Nigerian band will pop up. Uhhh.

Anyway, I was talking about myself ryt? Ya so I was saying, I am currently an emotionally disturbed teenager and any stupid discovery or revelation (they involve someone) can tick me off. You kno if I want to, I could make myself sit on the floor and burst into spasmic convulsions of frustrated tears. Hahahaha.

Hmmmm. I want to fly.

I hope work is going to be a good distraction. Yes. Silly me forgot that the school prom is this coming monday. See this is how 'excited' I am for prom zzzz. Cant really be bothered of buying expensive things just for one event at a hotel at TANJONG PAGAR.

Zzzzzzzzzz blogs bore me. Im boring myself with boring words. Limited vocabulary also results to repetitive usage of words.

I typed this in less than 10 mins. Perfectly shows my deranged-ness. Zzzzz.

cheap thrill

I guess it's the monsoon season now. It has been raining alot and the cool weather only makes me want to stay home and rot with the laptop. I am a self-professed internet addict. Seriously, I have all the symptoms of an addict. A day without the laptop makes me extreeeeemely anxious and I'd tend to fidget alot 0.0 I KNOW RIGHT. Im freaked out too.

Anyways, I developed bad sleeping habits since the holiday started- I always do lah. I wake up at noon and sleep at 3 in the morning. I decided to entertain myself with this makeover website a friend introduced to me.

HAHAHA EVERYONE WILL LOVE THIS!

I made myself look like Xtina Aguilera! WAAAAAH! How how? I look okay with blonde hair right hehe.

The website is a damn cool virtual makeover thingy. I can put on foundation (yes, make ur skin tone darker/fairer), change the eye colour, trim my brows, apply eye shadow, lipstick, bronzer, HAIIIRRR. Sweeeet.

Here's the original face. Wah damn fucking pale caaaannnzzz.

I still think my favourite is the blonde version of myself -.-